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A Mother’s Day Tribute

Some things are temporary while other things are more permanent. My need for a haircut is temporary. The newest I-phone or latest television craze…also temporary. Even the worldwide pandemic (despite long-term consequences) is temporary. These difficult days will come to an end. At almost fifty years old, I’ve seen many things come and go, things that are here today and gone tomorrow. But today I want to speak about permanent things…everlasting things… heavenly treasures and not earthly ones. I want to speak about a mother’s love.

As I look in the mirror at who I am today, I see a lot of my mom in me. A sensitive and compassionate spirit, a passion for hospitality and feeding people, spiritual disciplines like tithing and praying that my mother religiously made sure I did, they are parts of my mom’s character and values that exist in me today.

When I was serving as a missionary in Central Asia there was a family who wanted to send their daughter to the local missionary school but lived too far away. After much prayer and discussion our family decided that she could live with us. For the next two years we cared for her as if she was our second daughter. It’s interesting but I now see that even such a decision was because of my mother’s influence. Growing up we always had people in need temporarily staying with us. So much of who I am came from the tireless care, intentional teaching, and unspoken modeling of behavior by my mother.

I realize not everyone has the same experiences as me and for many Mother’s Day brings up feelings of pain, absence, and even loss. In fact, how many people around the world have lost a maternal figure through this pandemic! What a bittersweet day it will be, I cannot begin to imagine.

But this I know. The love of a mother or maternal figure is something that can never be tarnished, taken, nor destroyed. It is a gift of God that lives in you, extends toward others, and will remain for eternity. May we give thanks to God as we celebrate those people who poured out love toward us and made us who we are today. For mothers and maternal figures all around the world, Happy Mother’s Day!

Pastor Kim

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Unjust Suffering

1 Peter 2:19-25

“For it is a credit to you if, being aware of God, you endure pain while suffering unjustly…For to this you have been called, because Christ also suffered for you, leaving you an example, so that you should follow in his steps.” (1 Peter 2:19, 21)

I hate to categorize suffering but unjust suffering is the worst – to go through suffering for something you feel you do not deserve. My daughter is an extremely hard-working and dedicated student and her grades show the fruit of her effort. But one of her teachers is struggling with online teaching, often mixing up assignments and changing due dates at the last minute. As a result, my daughter’s grades have dropped in that class. Despite reaching out to the teacher, she admits no fault and shows no grace. This has devastated my daughter because she feels it is unfair and unjust….Right now, there are so many people who feel this way. “I have been a good citizen, I have been a good husband or wife, I have worked hard, I have been a faithful Christian. Why am I diagnosed, why have I lost someone I love, why am I unemployed, why do I feel lonely and depressed in my home right now?” It does not make sense and feels so undeserving.

I have heard many Christians claim that because they are obedient and trust God, God will not let any harm fall on me. God will not allow the coronavirus to touch me or my family. While the Bible does state that God provides protection and watches over the faithful, (and I pray to my Sovereign God each night to protect my family and loved ones!), it is also true that it is not “all the time.” There are times God allows us to suffer, to get sick, and even fall. God will not swoop down every time I call on His name. That is what today’s scripture says. “It is a credit to you if being aware of God, you endure pain while suffering unjustly… for to this you have been called because Christ also suffered (unjustly) for you.”

It would be arrogant for me to say exactly why God has allowed someone they love to get sick or pass away during this time. My finite mind cannot fully comprehend the ways of God. It would also be presumptuous to give a simple and universal answer to the immense suffering of so many people. But what I can say to you with confidence is that your struggle “is a credit to you” (1 Peter 2:19) Every tear that is shed is being compassionately counted by God. What you sow in sorrow will be reaped one day in manifold grace.

What I am going through is not unjust cruelty or callous indifference on God’s part. This is a virus that has no borders and touches the just and unjust alike. But this storm too will pass, and God’s hand will give to you much more than what has been taken away! Where sin abounds, grace abounds more. Where suffering abounds, healing and hope abounds even more. Where death abounds, victory and life abounds even more! This is our hope and this is what the Word of God declares to us today. In the mean time, may the presence and power of God carry you through the storm toward a better tomorrow.

Pastor Kim

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Ever since I heard about your faith in the Lord Jesus and your love for all the saints, I have not stopped giving thanks for you, remembering you in my prayers.” – Ephesians 1:15-16

Apostle Paul writes to the church in Ephesus thanking them for their faith in Christ and love for one another. Lately I have been asking God to show me what I can be thankful for in the midst of such difficult times. While it has been challenging to maintain a spirit of thanksgiving, one area that overflows with gratitude is the faithful witness of the people in this church. I have seen so many acts of faithful obedience, lavish generosity, and compassionate care here at Community UMC.

I know of health care workers within our community who have told me that God continues to give them strength to place their lives at risk every day. In fact, one individual told me “I don’t feel burdened or worried but have a peace inside me as I go about my duties.” I cannot even imagine interacting with COVID patients every day and having a sense of calm in the midst of the storm. It is inspiring and clearly evidence of the power of Christ working within this church member and many others like him.

I have heard of the many people from this church that are calling our older members to encourage them and see if they have any material or spiritual needs that the church can help with. I know this for a fact because I have experienced countless times when I have called a person, only to hear that several other church members have been calling to check up on them consistently. It may seem small but it warms my heart to see such care in action.

I have been amazed by the generous giving that is taking place as members have been reaching out to me asking how they can continue their offerings for God and the church. From the person who has very little but gives generously to the individuals who have given large gifts to help the church overcome this financial hardship, it has been heartwarming because this is not money but love!

And of course, I have been deeply moved by the continued faith in God, in the prayers that are continuously lifted up, and in the confidence that God will get us through this that seems to be the pervasive sentiment among the people I have heard from. I have truly been inspired and encouraged by your faith in God, love for one another, and service to the world. It is so important that the family of Community UMC understands that we are alive and well! God is still moving in our midst and for this, we should be thankful!

I eagerly look forward to the day when we can see each other face to face but until then, may the grace and love of Christ continue to be with you all!


Pastor Kim

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“Praise be to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ! In his great mercy he has given us new birth into a living hope through the resurrection of Jesus Christ from the dead.”   – 1 Peter 1:3

Hope is an interesting idea. Glass half empty people would say that it stirs up emotions that only end up disappointing you. This is called “false hope.” Another way of looking at hope is from the perspective of “guarded hope” – which is to say that we don’t want to get our hopes up only to be disappointed. So we cautiously start to increase hope only when there is enough evidence for it. And of course there are a lot of people who come from the perspective of “hope-less” which means that at some point they hoped in a person or situation only to be disappointed enough to realize that things will not change.

I think all three of these hopes are actually accurate when it comes to placing hope in people and situations. Situations and people often do disappoint us, and hope can be crushed. After all, we live in a sinful and broken world and sometimes human selfishness and pride get in the way. But Peter reminds us that our hope is not in people or circumstances. Our hope is not in what statistics are showing about the flattening of the coronavirus spread. Our hope is not in whether things will open up in time for us to start working again. Our hope is not in what decisions will be made by our leaders. No, our hope is a “living hope” that is placed in the perfect power and love of our Risen Savior Jesus Christ!

We are entering the liturgical season of Easter and it is a time that we declare that Christ is Risen. Sin and death had no hold over Christ but He overcame it all. The promise Christ gives believers is that His resurrection power now lives in us through presence of the Holy Spirit. He not only lives, but He lives in us! Therefore we declare that “I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.”

Friends, our hope is not in leaders, institutions, or the economy but in Jesus Christ – the Son of the Living God, who is the same yesterday, today, and tomorrow. He is our living hope who died, was buried, three days later rose again, and now lives and reigns with God and the Holy Spirit in the heavens above and in our hearts!

Pray to your Living Hope. He will not disappoint you. He will not leave you nor forsake you but will provide for all your needs, physically, emotionally, and spiritually. Seek the Living Hope and the Peace of Christ will be with you now and forevermore!

Pastor Kim

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Holy Week Devotional – April 9

Bible Reading: John 13:1-17

Key verse: John 13:14 “So if I your Lord and Teacher have washed your feet, you also ought to wash one another’s feet.”
Why did Jesus do it? Why did he wash their feet? Why did he break the bread and give the cup to his disciples on that final night? Maundy Thursday, our Lord and Savior — washing feet and breaking bread. I’d like to suggest two reasons.

First (and the more obvious reason) is that Jesus wants us to do the same (John 13:14). As followers of Christ, we should lower ourselves and lift up the lowly. When I was serving as a pastor of a house church in Kazakhstan, we would share a meal after Sunday worship services. I love to cook, so on occasions I would cook and clean for the congregation. For those who are not familiar with the culture of Central Asia, pastors are revered and considered one step below Jesus. Thus, for many of the older members, they had a real problem with their pastor cooking and cleaning up after them! In fact, they insisted that I sit down and yelled for someone “lower” to take my place. Realizing over time that I would not listen, they eventually came to accept my act of service and hospitality. In the end, the congregation decided to take turns cooking and cleaning each week as they learned to serve one another. Jesus humbled himself even to death on a cross and was willing to sacrifice His life for others. As followers of Christ, we are called to a life of serving and sacrifice, especially for the forgotten and the least in society.

Second, Jesus broke bread and washed feet to show us our true worth. When he washed the feet of his disciples, it was an expression of their position. Only people of high position were served in this way. For the rest of their lives and especially when they would fall, each disciple could look back and remember that the King of Kings, the Son of the Living God, washed their feet! In the eyes of God, they were people worthy of such an honor — not because of anything they did, but because when Christ died on the cross, He took our sin and shame and exchanged it for His glory and righteousness. Through the blood of Christ, we have become heirs and co-heirs with Christ the King (Romans 8:17). That makes us princes and princesses to God. We are royalty. That is who we are. No matter what happens, no matter what people may think or say about you, no matter how much money you make or what kind of job you have, remember your true identity. You are sons and daughters of the living God, created in God’s image, living masterpieces that have been restored through the blood of Christ.

Pastor Kim

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Holy Week Devotional – April 8

Bible Reading: John 13:21-32

Key verse: John 13:31 “When he (Judas Iscariot) was gone, Jesus said, “Now the Son of Man is glorified and God is glorified in him.”

Judas Iscariot leaves to betray Jesus. This is not a pleasant reality. In fact, from this point on, the “Passion” of Jesus begins with His being betrayed, denied, arrested, tried in court, and sentenced to death on a cross. For Jesus, this moment of betrayal marks the beginning of an intense time of suffering. Yet, notice how Jesus responds immediately after Judas leaves the room. “When he was gone, Jesus said, ‘Now the Son of Man is glorified and God is glorified in him.’” (John 13:31) What glory is there in betrayal? What glory is there in being arrested and sentenced to death on a cross? What glory is there in your disciples forsaking you?

When something terrible happens in your life, it is really hard to see beyond that moment. When we are in the midst of this global pandemic and economic recession, it is hard to imagine the light at the end of the tunnel. Yet Jesus sees all the way past Good Friday to Easter. He will be crucified. Yes, this is true, BUT on the third day He will rise again, and be glorified for all eternity. Through his death and resurrection, many will be saved. Sin and death will be conquered once and for all. Jesus sees beyond the horizon to the glorious Easter that is on its way.

The pain of this pandemic is real, and there is no diminishing the suffering of so many people. Yet, it is not the end of the story. Easter is how the story ends. And God’s healing, redemption, and salvation will conquer all the grief and loss of today. Friends, look to the horizon! Easter is coming soon!

Pastor Kim

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Holy Week Devotional – April 7

Bible Reading: John 12: 20-36

Key verse: John 12: 2
“Now my soul is troubled. And what should I say–‘ Father, save me from this hour?’ No, it is for this reason that I have come to this hour.”

I cannot remember another Holy Week where the circumstances around us mirror the journey of Christ toward Golgotha. Jesus was about to experience such a level of suffering that he describes his soul as being troubled (John 12:27). And what was he to do? Ask His Father to save him from this hour? No, he knew that in this particular instance, God wanted him to continue down the road of suffering because there was some greater purpose to fulfill.

In so many instances of my life, when my soul was troubled, I asked God to deliver me from that situation — and I can share countless times when the mighty hand of God came to my rescue. It is clear that God is willing and able to save and deliver us from evil. But there have also been a few times where no matter how many times I asked for God’s deliverance, it did not come and I had to suffer. As painful as some of those times have been, I have now come to realize that sometimes the will of God allows us to suffer because God wants to give us something greater through the trials. Jesus says that unless a grain of wheat falls to the ground and dies, it cannot bear fruit. (John 12:24)

I cannot explain the reasons for this time of trial. But I do know that whether God delivers us or whether God allows us to go through suffering, God is still God. God is still good. And God is still shaping us more and more into the image of Christ. Friends, God will bring beauty from the ashes. God will never fail us! Stay strong!

Pastor Kim

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“treasures in jars of clay” (2 Cor 4:7)

Reflections from your pastor

The incessant sound of blaring ambulance sirens outside my window throughout the day is a stark reminder of the reality in which I live. While I do my best to self-quarantine and keep my spirits high, each siren reminds me of the profound pain that many people are going through…. Then there is the news of whether we should place human life or the economy first. Should we soften some of the restrictions on social distancing in an attempt to alleviate the financial stress on our economy? Yes, some people will die as a result, but for the vast majority, our economic suffering would be reduced.

All of this has led to me thinking about the connection between the “frailty” of life and the “sanctity” of life. Never before has the frailty of life felt so real and tangible. People in our neighborhoods, our apartment complexes, even within our churches and families are being affected (or shall I say “afflicted”) by COVID-19. Just last night, at Elmhurst Hospital, 12 people died from complications related to the coronavirus. This is our present reality. Life is so frail.

And yet, what also seems to be growing within me, is the sense that each life holds “sanctity”. Each person is created by God, in the image of God, and loved completely by God. Each person has sacred worth in the eyes of God. In fact, one of the lessons God is teaching me during this time is to see each person from this perspective. In the past (before COVID-19), when I heard ambulance sirens, it meant little to me unless somehow I knew that person. But now I think, that’s someone’s mother or father, someone’s grandparent or child, someone’s friend, or neighbor or teacher or doctor. Each person, each siren, so precious, so valuable, so sacred and irreplaceable. It seems to me that the frailty of life reminds us of the sanctity of life.

Apostle Paul speaks of our lives as “treasures in jars of clay” (2 Cor 4:7). I believe this is an appropriate image to describe our lives in the present context. One of the lessons God is teaching me is to value and appreciate life and each person. The gift of my wife and children, all my relatives and friends who I hold in my thoughts and prayers each day, and the precious life of each of our church members – these are all precious and holy gifts from God, to be loved and cherished each and every day. I pray that in the midst of this frail and vulnerable time, God would increase our conviction of the sanctity of every life and remind us to appreciate those God has placed in our midst.

Pastor Kim

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Letter from Pastor Kim – March 18

Dear Friends of CUMC,

It sure does feel lonely when we are not meeting! I believe I share the sentiments of many of you when I say that we are missing one another greatly. With that said, I think we are not necessarily breaking apart but learning to connect in new ways. I will do the best I can to try to communicate with you through both our website and Facebook page. I also encourage you to communicate with one another as well, especially since Facebook can be interactive with comments posted. If you get a chance, try to bring some of our other members up to speed as well, in terms of how to utilize the Internet.

A few things: First, please adhere to the regulations that have been put in place by our government and our United Methodist denomination. This leads me to an update from our Bishop. The mandate to not gather in our sanctuary has been expanded to April 5. Again, these dates can change, but at least for now, that is the latest directive. We will continue to live stream our service through YouTube (visit our church’s page here: Unfortunately, what this means is that the date for our Easter Cantata has also been postponed for now. I’ve spoken with our music director, Enrique Haneine, and we will still try to showcase this beautiful music at some later point. In addition, all our meetings and small group studies are temporarily postponed until further notice.

Second thing: I will try to write a daily devotional piece that can be read each day as a way of offering the hope of Christ during this difficult time. I am also looking into having either online prayer or Bible studies through a service called Zoom that provides videoconferencing. Stay tuned for more information. Another area I want to remain active in is reaching out to the most vulnerable in our church and community. We can do this by coming up with a group of people who would be willing to touch base with some of our older members — to call them and see if they need anything, such as medicine or groceries. If you are interested in helping, either by calling or by delivering basic needs, please let me know.

Third, our church building: I am really encouraging people not to come to the building, but rather worship from home. I know our congregation, and I think we had close to 20 that came last week. According to the President’s recommendations, we should not be meeting in groups larger than 10 for at least the following two weeks. So please, unless asked to lead parts of our service, do your best to stay home — not just for your sake but especially for those who are most vulnerable.Finally, you can reach out to me if you need anything. In the meantime, keep praying for one another and this situation!

A servant of Christ,

Pastor Kim

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Your rod and your staff, they comfort me! (Psalm 23)

Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God which transcends all understanding will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.”  Philippians 4:6-7

Context is everything. You can be a millionaire who works in New York City, with a summer home in the Hamptons. Your plan is to work from that home with stockpiled food and supplies during the coronavirus pandemic. From this context, you can quote Apostle Paul about praying and having the peace of God. “OR” you can be in Paul’s situation, writing from prison, uncertain what the future holds, and contemplating whether he will live or die… Metaphorically, we too, may feel like we are in prison (quarantined), uncertain what the future will look like, and contemplating mortality within and around our community.

But as followers of Christ, our perspective and hope should be different from that of a society that is gripped by fear and anxiety. And what is that hope? It is that, “in all things, God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose.” (Romans 8:28) This means that regardless of how this situation plays out, God WILL WORK GOOD in and through us, even when times are bad. Financial losses, a compromised quality of life, sickness, and even death do not get the last word. God will bring hope, healing, and life out of fear, sickness, and even death. Another way of saying this is that no matter what happens, God is in control of my life and God’s plans for me are always good and redemptive! Even though I walk through the valley of shadow and death, I fear no evil. Your rod and your staff, they comfort me! (Psalm 23)

Perhaps the greatest example for me of Christ-like living was my grandmother. Despite growing up as a single mother of four children during the Korean War, she always had a peace and joy that emanated from her being. She would live with our family and I would share a bedroom with her during the summers. I found it intriguing that she turned my closet into a prayer space and would go in there for hours at a time, praying to God. Sometimes her prayers would be quiet, sometimes more urgent. I would hear laughter and at other times weeping. Even though I was young, I remember making the connection that her peace and joy were inseparable from her praying.

There are many practical steps we need to take to minimize the spread of the coronavirus. Jesus says be as cunning as serpents but as wise as doves. We need to take smart steps like social distancing and proper hygiene. But as people of faith, we are also called to combat our fears with prayer and trust. We cast all our cares upon Jesus, for He cares for us. In the end, we trust that our lives are always in the palms of our Heavenly Father, who loves us more than we can ever imagine! Friends, may your fears be calmed and may your faith arise. Almighty God is with us and will work all things for good!


Pastor  Kim

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